janice&isabel; acting fans of the fat cat
what an avid fan my friend janice is!heehee.(jokes!)
12:25 am
fickle pickle
LIBERATION!
whoohoo!!! free!!! at last! mids are OVER! oh,but it's fugging screwed up. my happiness can only last till the results are released. went to have tea with glen after the paper. talked for damn long. lost track of time. hahaha. he's like a long lost brother. just talked about everything under the sun. class outing tmr! the prospects of post exam outings are just RAD. i'm loving it.
10:32 pm
fickle pickle
nearing the end!
last paper; MATHS tomorrow!!
(well,excluding current affairs which is utter rubbish)
whoohoo!
ohdear.
but i have a bad feeling about maths tmr.
bet the paper's going to be tough and i'll screw up (again) somewhere.
God,i just hope i won't fail anyth.
let me pass right on the dot for everything and i'm a happy yappy girl. X)
sighs.if only maths was as simple as the sums in pri sch.
hahah.joking.
anyway,chem paper was f-ed up.
messed up one of the formulas.
like,HOW STUPID CAN I GET.
i'm so peeved at myself.
hmmph.hmmph.hmmph.
`flares nostril.
coffee talk with glen tmr after the paper.
wheee!
7:25 pm
fickle pickle
3 down,3 more to go.
ohboy.
talk about chinese and econs paper today.
it's crazy.
just one word to describe everything.
screwed.
and i have a jolly good feeling that i'm going to screw chem tmr too!
wish me luck!
:D
9:50 pm
fickle pickle
somethings are better left unsaid.
10:32 am
fickle pickle
silent emotion;
when darkness kisses the night
oh,if i could run away alone,it's a sunday morning.
on an empty road.
with no one looking
no one judging.
how nice that would feel.
not knowing where the road will lead.
not knowing where the road will end.
and i abandoned my chi studying plans yest.
crap.
now,i'm behind schedule.
i have yet to complete econs.
and i am dead tired,
even though i just woke up.
and
the world seems blue to me today.
it's one of those days when you feel
like keeping to yourself.
not having to talk.
not having entertain.
it's where even smiling takes up a hell lot of effort.
return the slumber
return the dreams
return the flight
for it isn't yours to keep
how do i tell you
what i truly feel
without breaking something
that we all hold so dear.
9:50 am
fickle pickle
the unspoken.the unsaid.the hidden.
why do i feel this way.
i'm so confused,
like suddenly.
i feel like i messed up.
only rose will know what i'm talking about.
my confidante.
my most trusted.
my dearest.
my bestie.
i love her.
okay,so we were supposed to study.
ended up yakking for most of the time we were at kap.
i just feel so relieved when i talk to her.
thankyou rose! for everything.
it's just really great talking and laughing with her.
one of the best things in my life.
9:32 pm
fickle pickle
Bonkus!
erghhh,lit exam in the morning.
considering that i only read the summary of othello,
it wasn't too bad.
just major major bullshitting.
hope i'll scrape a pass.
anyway.i'm feeling brain dead.
i only had 4+ hrs of sleep last night.
so now,i feel like that..
heehee.
went to toapayoh macs with debbie,liz,lala and meryl after the paper
hotcakes!
hahah.
meeting rose in a while's time.
yayys (:
12:48 pm
fickle pickle
the lack of drive.
doomed.doomed.doomed.
there's lit paper tomorrow,
i haven't read the book.
i'm watching tv and i'm on the com,
right here,right now.blogging.
just shoot me.
but i have no mood to study.
for the first time in 17 years.
i don't have enough drive.
i know i'm going to screw up and i still don't care.
pfft.
what's hapening to me!?
`
camped over at steff's house on sunday night to catch the brazil and australia match.
kinda boring.
and though brazil scored 2,
it was disappointing the way they played.
but i got some scoop of ehat happened during june exp!
some bitching and revelations..
scandals! and more.
teehee.
then caught she's the man the next day with a few odacers.
was supposed to watch the omen!
but we kinda chickened out.LOL.
anyway,it's a good show!
predictable and corny,
but it's still good!
maybe cos' i haven't caught a chickflick for sucha long time.
too many action flicks recently.
hmmm.
`
mids will be over in a few days!
woohooo!
but the best worst part is..
i haven't prepared!
woohooo!
i think i shld get mentally prepared for the worst.
oh,how irresponsible i am.
someone,just shoot me.
i'm seeing rose tomorrow.
what a relief.
i miss her so so so much,
and i need to talk to her.
okay,
i should go now.
go save whatever's left of my sorry ass for mids.
i feel like i need to cry,
just to ease the tension,
but the tears won't come.
so there, world.
8:03 pm
fickle pickle
smile,even through displeasure. i'm feeling an absurd indignance burgeoning.and i'm trying hard to fend it off.gosh,how i detest and loathe such emotions.chihui,just keep.your.cool.'life is good',chant with me.breathe in,breathe out.inhale,exhale.alrightie.let go of the angst.regain sanity and peace.smile. :) don't ask me what happened.haha.
12:37 pm
fickle pickle
You Should Be A Cancer 
What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous
What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand
In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection
In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support
Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure
Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood
You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheeseYour Birthdate: March 1 
You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet.
You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily.
Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail.
You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details.
Your strength: Your supreme genius
Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity
Your power color: Gold
Your power symbol: Star
Your power month: JanuaryYour Personality Profile 
You are funky, outdoorsy, and down to earth.
While you may not be a total hippie...
You're definitely one of the most free spirited people around.
You are very impulsive - every day is a new adventure.
However, you do put some thought behind all your actions.
Still, you do tend to shock and offend people from time to time!Your IQ Is 135 
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is ExceptionalYour Inner Blood Type is Type B 
You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio In a Past Life... 
You Were: A Gentle Viking.
Where You Lived: Italy.
How You Died: Dysentery.
this is what you do when you're bored.
trying to study, AND bored.
haha
9:24 pm
fickle pickle
create.
aaaaw.
it's no use studying at home.
i.just.can't.get.anything.in.
poo.
went to see rose.
her house is under some serious renovation.
poor girl!
all that noise,dust and dirt.
met siewling awhile later after that.
we went to accompany her for lunch and milo dinosaur.
talked talked and talked!
nice catching up with people. ((:
so siewling and i walked home together,
and on the way we saw a road accident.
the motorcyclist was on the ground,head bleeding.
grotesque sight.
major goosebumps.
`shudder.
feeling a lil artsy today,
so i went on a drawing spree.
drew two pictures.
so here..
my random sketching
well.they're supposed to be like, root-plants sticking out.
but i guess,if you look upside down,
it's more like 4 brown aliens.
haha. X)
`
on a totally off-track matter,
please visit
bennthegreat.blogspot.com
patronise it please!
yes,i'm just helping a friend do a favour by promoting it. :D
nights (:
12:48 am
fickle pickle
rewind.unwind.
rewind:going backwards;
met cherlynn and lynette (dears whom i haven't caught up w for ages!)
unwind:relax & enjoy;
laughed like a mad hyena.
had a hell lot of a blast yesterday!
we went to holland village and settled at..
the SETTLER'S! X))
what an awesome place!
we played,
' who's the boss'
'taboo' (which was uber hilarious!)
'twister'
and 'scrabble' (only for awhile.too dull)
yea.
so we laughed out loud ALOT.
which is what i miss so much from the sec sch days.
laugh like nobody's business.
they were happy times.
not that it isn't now..
just feeling nostalgic. (:
afterwards,we strolled arnd holland v.
bought flowers!
lyn bought an african daisy each for me and cher,
and i bought a rose for rose.lol.
too bad she couldn't join us. :|
took some spastic photos.lookie!
HAHA.goofing around! <33 (cherlynn!)
see what i mean by spastic?!(jokes) i LOVE these hilarious ppl! :D
`
yea,we're sucha happy bunch together. X)
anyway,
went to esplanade library to study the other day.
got kinda bored and started taking photos through the window pane.
it had just rained.
and,ohh,i love such photos..
they're just so..picturesque :))
pretty? mmhmmnn! X)
sweeeet! :))
10:16 am
fickle pickle
sleepless nights like these,
was fugging attacked my mosquito(s)!!
AHHHHH!
damn insects that cause nothing but irritation,swelling and dengue!
bastard creatures!
uurgh.
sorry for being so uncouth.
when i'm itchy,i tend to get bitchy,
sighhhhhhhhhh.
anyway.my sleep is disrupted.
i'm a girl,interrupted.
from her sleep!
see,i've been sleeping in air con all my life,
but decided to do away with it since sec3.
bad for my breathing.
usually,i don't get the bites,cos the fan is on..
but my father's itchy bitchy fingers had to switch it off when i was drifting in and out of sleep.
i was already having trouble sleeping.
and thanks to him,
i now have a damn swollen earlobe and i'm itchy all over.
`shrieks!
so here i am,stony,angsty and blogging at such an unearthly hour.
poo.
kay,enough venting.
`
went to secret recipe for lunch yesterday
was pretty nice.
especially the cakes!ahh,what a sin.
ohh,and the broccoli cream soup! that i think most ppl won't find appetising.
roar.
anyway,headed down to marsiling after lunch to see the odacers off for juneXP.
damn.i wish i was gg too.
didn't manage to send them off all the way though..
'cause i didn't bring my passport. :(
so,as i intended,
i went to the national lib afterwards.
it was quite cool.
going through all the microfilms (my first time!),
trying to find newspaper articles on metrosexuals for pw.
sorry,i just can't hide my fascination over microfilms.at the moment.
hahah X)
was quite a long day.
lots of travelling.
aiight,
shall attempt to induce myself to sleep by switching the air con on this time.
pray, no panda eyes tmr morning please.
or at least,
i hope you hope that i won't turn out cranky tmr.
toodles :\
6:15 am
fickle pickle
ADVENTURE TRAIL CHALLENGE 2006!
4 june two OO six.
what a terrific day, really.
the weather was as fine as could be
and the race was a good one.
at least for me! X)
and here's a humongous THANKS! to my team members
michael,lek and wai cheung.
thankyou for the wonderful race,effort,endurance,determination and spirit!
unforgettable.
when we all felt tired and beat under the hot sun;
having to conquer slopes,the sea,the terrain and the long running distances.
thankyou all for your presence and little bits of encouragement! (:
it got us through the approximate 18km run, 4+km kayaking, terrain biking and everything else.
now i understand what it means by,
'the journey is more important than the destination,but the destination is also important'.
the gruelling process bestows you with
experience,memories,joy,pain and many other invaluable lessons
which are of the utmost importance,
but the destination is there in mind to push you;
to shape a more fruitful journey.
it felt real good crossing the finish line and here are the photos taken! :D
`
at the FINISH LINE! :D
larissa! eunice! me! yays!
chee qing (left) says : " get your smelly armpit away yi liang!"
poh chiat looking like he just came back from the battle field.
sexy lek eh?! (gay or GAY!) HAHA
algae looks like he aint wearing shorts.obscene!hahah (joking) :P
team O/21! (sulo,gareth,lala spelling R.O.N `cos ronald had to rush off to phuket after the race)
we HATE sulo (yiliang)
we LOVE sulo! HAHA
check it out! a picture with ronald susilo. (he was guest of honour for atc)
4:59 pm
fickle pickle
and we just keep rolling on..
feeling pretty reflective today.
thinking of the past, the present, the future.
of what i've been,what i am and how i want to be.
what i have done,what i'm doing,what i want to do.
so many scars,insecurities,imperfection..
we all climb,crawl,struggle,strive to improve and better.
how many things we have to do in an hour,
in a day,
in a life.
so many thoughts race pass,
so many at a time,
too numerous to count till it all blurrs..
everything's mixed and tangled in a mess.
everything blanks.
and the heart follows suit to numb.
then everything seems to tumble out incoherent.
like now.
and all that's left,is the feeling of being a dust speck,
hanging,suspended-lost somewhere in the pressured atmosphere.`had pw meeting again today!
went to give out surveys and gather materials for the men's kit.
kinda fun. ((:
pam the gullible bubble.
she believed that i reared crocodiles at home!
hahaha..
darn cute.
atc's tomorrow.
wish me luck! :D
10:53 pm
fickle pickle
tick,tick,tell me where the time goes
find myself visiting the east more frequently these days.
and getting used to it (:
think i've lived in the west almost all my life,so far,
that i'm a total idiot when it comes to east.
and i thought i never really liked the east,
but i guess,it aint so bad afterall.
only managed to kayak today.no biking.boo.
thanks to the weather.sigh..
not that i'm really complaining though,because i'm kinda stony/sleepy today.
mmmmnnn.
was on bus171 the other day.
overheard a pretty interesting conversation made by this girl on her cell.
don't know who she is,but she was talking about my classmates and friends at vaunt.
hahaha.how coincidental.
now i truly understand the meaning of "walls have ears"
you never know who is listening to what you say.
so,whisper..
`
bought this men's fashion mag today for pw material.
hahah..tenbucks for a silly magazine.
i hope it's useful enough.
`
the misfits
the freaks
the enemy
you and me
`
here's the pic we took at the acjc choir concert on mon X)
jas,rose,tong,david and timon. :D
at the esplanade.
5:33 pm
fickle pickle