fickle pickle

Sunday, March 25, 2007

when the wind blows cold

i'm feeling pensive just about now,
but somehow i'm having trouble churning the right words out.
how should i put this..
i guess this entry's directed to a single person that if i name,
i may offend.
so i just hope you recognise this is for you. (:
no curt intention intended aiight.
so what i'm trying to say is,
let go.
release that one small finger and the rest will follow loose.
grin and you'll start to smile.
laugh and feel your heart lift.
so just let go.
and then accept and take things lightly.
it's really not that hard if you tell yourself it isn't.
it's only hard when you keep saying it's hard.
so dry those tears and release that anger,
and come laugh with me (:
this song is for you.
(playing on my blog)

lil' star by kelis ft. cee-lo

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If it seems like I'm shining brightly
It's probably a reflection of something you already are
I forget about myself sometime
When there's so many other around
When deep inside you feel the darkest
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out an touch me
you'll see that I'm not really that far
I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll see
But as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
I’ve been running and jumping, but barely
Getting, getting over the bar
I plan on being much more than I, am but that's in due time
But until then I'm guilty, and being humans my crime
Just Being human that is my crime
Being human that is my crime

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

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don't tell yourself you're not ready,
cus if you keep saying that,
you'll never be.
so after you've faced your heart,
open it and smile.
cus we're all waiting for you.

9:49 am
fickle pickle

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

just so you know

aiight, so i'm back from the hols.
back from march expedition.
there's so much to say,
yet i'm too drained to say anything.
ohwell, as usual, my thoughts are all coming out incoherent.
sometimes i don't get myself.
so just laugh along silly with me (:
because the world's cruel and when you take a step back,
all our actions just seem so stupid.
so just laugh.
take a bow, and laugh.

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I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

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okay, this song has got to do with nothing.
it's just a random song that i'm in love with now.
hee (:

10:52 pm
fickle pickle

Thursday, March 01, 2007

All in all

firstly, THANK YOU ROSEMARY DEAR!!!
you are abso-sparkly-lutely fantabulous too! :))

i read your entry.
AND IT MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL!!!!
i should just kick dominic in the balls the next time i see him and,
f*ck!rebecca's not even pretty.
she's hideously droopy.
stupid droopy eyes.
and whoever doesn't eat bread can go eat sh*t and kill themselves!
scratch whoever, make that rebecca!
girl, you're a zillion times better than she is.
and you're a jewel.
she's a rotten egg.
i hate to see you so upset cos it makes me upset too.
so here's a song for you! hope it makes you feel better! :))
(it's the one playing on my blog now)

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Standing on top of the edge it feels like it's going down
Everything stays in my mind feeling in a daze on the ground
Feels like it's gonna give life's to hard to live anymore
I think I've had enough things too tough
I'm out the door

All in all it's just another day now
You're falling down What you gonna do
Standing on top of the world tonight
No ones looking back at you

Stand tall
It's going on It's going on
It's gonna be just fine
You're holding on
Holding on today

Things don't stop and the others announced they're moving on
Salt & tears in the minds in the mouths of a bad decision
Too late for another mistake it's bringing me down
With all your faults it isn't your fault what's going on

All in all it's just another day now
You're falling down
What you gonna do
Standing on top of the world tonight
No ones looking back at you

Stand tall
It's going on It's going on
It's gonna be just fine
You're holding on
Holding on today

So you lost yourself
So you lost your way
Found life through someone else
But you threw it all away

All in all it's just another day now
You're falling down
What you gonna do
Standing on top of the world tonight
No ones looking back at you

Stand tall
It's going on It's going on
It's gonna be just fine
You're holding on
Holding on today
Times rolling on rolling on today
It's going on
Going on today

(yup, and this is for all those chums out there who aren't feeling too great these days.cheerio!)

5:16 pm
fickle pickle